23 Feb 2014

Shit

I'm lost.. So lost. I don't know what to do. I've got a good thing going that has a potential to be perfect. Or do I go back and potentially risk everything, not knowing whether it would be the same or not?
How do you know which way to go?
For the past 3 months, life's been perfect. I live like a princess, I have everything I need. My friends like me now. They want to be around me. It's weird. So weird. What has changed? This new found confidence is great. I've got no idea where it came from. It's nice, in a way. But things and life in general have been crazy lately. So many changes. I'm so happy.. I'm flying and want to die at the same time.
Now, it seems, it's just a matter of time before everything collapses.

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