Mes Liksime Tik Draugais, Liudnais Laiko Isskirtais.

Hey there anonymous people..

Didn't want to write for a bit, since I'm dealing with pain, probably both emotional and physical. But hey, if you smile and say that you're just FINE, no one will question you.. Only the ones that know you, will see past you. But how can they, if my eyes and my mind are looking elsewhere..How will you tell?
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Anyways, I've been doing good with life and personal stuff. Well, since the last time I posted something anyway, which was roughly a month ago. This weekend was really good, all the way from Friday to Sunday. Friday was really awesome, except few things.. I wish people would be more direct and speak up, instead of bringing things up later and making you feel guilty about something.. On Friday I had a really good time, since I met 2 old friends. At first it was like whoa, how much we grew up and our paths crossed yet again. It was  unreal. But really nice. As the night progressed, more drinks were consumed.. Whenever I used to go out with them, the nights were really crazy. And this particular occasion was no exception..Except we didn't end up at a stranger's house, which was good haha. My memory is still hazy. That tells quite a story huh? I'm writing this on Tuesday, I haven't worked for the past few days which gave me time to think about things. Maybe I've had too much time to think and I will drive myself crazy. But nah, I'm enjoying myself. I've also made my first sale on Ebay :D
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There are few people that are interested in me. But starting something with someone new is always hard, because I usually mess everything up and just disappear. It's what I do best. Unless.. You're really, really special. Then I will fight with myself in order to.. I don't know, be with someone who actually likes me?
When people tell me that they like or love me, somehow I always think that it's a LIE.
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Anyways, thanks for reading, would've written more, but I have to think about something and make some decisions :)