When i first saw your new haircut, i told you that i don't know what I've thought of it. And you just instantly assumed that i don't like it. No it wasn't that, at all.. I didn't know what to say because it reminded me of someone. And then later we got drunk and I've finally told you my opinion, i don't remember what i said but i probably lied. Sometimes i just think to myself, what the hell am i doing here with you. Nothing ever seems to make sense, yet it feels SO good.
And today i had a dream it seemed so real, it was really realistic. And dreams supposed to be something unreal.. I guess they can represent reality really well, that it's so hard to tell them apart. Well i would remember this if i had written it down in the morning. I guess i should start doing that. Okay, so there were some guys breaking down my door, they kinda looked familiar.. And there was you in my garden arguing with my mum about something. And you hair was normal, the way you looked before the new haircut, you even had extensions and it looked so good. My whole house was full of people. And those people that were breaking down my door, they wanted something. I think that was you.. Isn't funny it happened? Cos something like that always seems to happen when I'm around you. Although that dream, and these events have inspired me to do something.
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Omg this just happened right now. I smoked some weed, and i'm sure my room smelt like it. And then my sister comes shouting that she wants boots and they were in my room. But i didn't want to let anyone in to my room cos of the smell.. So then she opened the door thingy. But no1 came in to my room cos i said that i'd find her boots. And then my mother told her that those boots are shit and they are too small for her and they are not suitable for that weather.. Then they argued loudly and stuff. They had a huge row, and my sister is told to get out of the house xD Fuck her for ruining my nice moment, time on my own.. Urghh.

Enjoy this bullshit that i wrote, x